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We have been so stressed here.  Marianne, my wife has just gotten halfway through her chemo.  It has been a very rough three months for her.  I feel so bad for her.  She has lost over 20 pounds because she is so nauseous.   She can't seem to hold anything down some days.

The chemo has really taken a toll on her.  She has no energy to do anything.  She wants to get out of the house but doesn't have the energy to do it.  I wish there was more I could do for her.  Some days I feel so helpless.

She is taking so many pills any more.   She is taking nausea medicine, pain medicine,vitamins, then 3 pills to keep her body regular.  Chemo does so much to her right now.  All I can do is to call friends and family to see if they can get Marianne out.  It is like a no win situation because if she sits in the house all day all she does is think about how bad everything is.  She gets more depressed.  Her friends cheer her up, but there are some days when she doesn't even want to talk to them.

This week is extremely stressful for us because she is getting a MRI and CAT scan done.  She is so scared that the chemo isn't working.  She has cried so much this week.  Cancer has changed my wife so much.  She is so scared of dying and no matter what I say or do can't alleviate those fears.

All I can do is be there for her.  And pray that she beats it.  I wish she could have some good days that she feels good.